Why are life decisions so hard?

I hate decisions

Any type of decision

Like what to get at a restaurant

Those decisions are so tricky

Seriously though, they should give you like 4 choices and that is it

Not menus bigger than my head with hundreds of choices on each page

 So I am currently ending my junior year of college

Or what I see it as, three years of being lectured at

Which I hate

And in those three years I have changed my major once

I started out in Mass Communications

After two years I decided that wasn't for me

Then I did a year of elementary education

Now I have decided I don't think that's for me either

So after being in school for three years

I still don't know what I want to do

Which causes a problem

Because I hate being in school

But every time I change my mind I set myself farther back

So, do I continue down the road of elementary education?

Or do I find something else I want to do and see if that works for me

Why can't I just get told what to do?

So how am I suppose to make this huge life decision if I can't even decide what to eat

I have no idea what I'm going to do

I guess it's a good thing the semester is almost over

And three months might seem like a lot of time to figure it out

But I haven't even been able to figure it out in three years

I mean, maybe I can just stay in school for the rest of my life

I'll never have to pay back student loans

Or go to a big girl job

But then I'll never have money

Or a life

Because who wants to hang out with someone who's been in school for 40 years?

I also need to stop worrying about what everyone else thinks

Because right now I am trying to base what I do on what others say

And I know that's not how it should be

I should be making this decision only for myself

Not anyone else

But that's what I do, I like to please others before I make myself happy

Sometimes that's a good thing

But right now, not so much

So as of right now I am stuck having no idea what I want in life

And at 21 I feel as if I should know these things

I am so glad this semester is almost over

I hope you all had a wonderful weekend

Update on mine tomorrow

Since I know you love getting those updates