This is going to be awkward...

Some of you may make fun of me for needing help in this prediciment

Buttttt I just don't know what to do

Okay, so keep in mind said boy from this post

And how I said I didn't think he would ever talk to me again

Especially since it's been 2 weeks...

Anyways, so last week I was at my usual hang out spot

It's called Wild Country

Don't judge

And I saw this boy I always see on campus

And, like always, thought to myself "he is sooo hot"

Then 5 minutes later I look over at him again, hey why not

And see my friend Adam talking to him

So naturally I asked Adam if they were friends and he said he sees him all the time at the gym

Of course

Then Friday I was there with Adam and his new girl and we got to talking

She told me she had a friend she would like me to meet

Okay, if he's cute I'm totally game

Then Sunday Adam informs me he got the cute boy to go to Wild Country Wednesday (tonight)

What!?!?! 

I am so excited/nervous

Anyways, then on Monday, Adam's girl tells me that she got her friend to come along with us on Friday

Hmm.. I thought, this could be an interesting week at Wild Country

Thennnnn said boy from this post decides to message me on Facebook on Tuesday

He informs me that he is going to Wild Country Friday and would love to see me there

Umm.....

So now I have to meet one boy tonight

And two boys Friday night

I hate meeting boys

I am awkward, I don't know what to say/do

I need help

That is all

First Dates Can Be So Awkward

But the one I went on Monday was anything but awkward

It went so amazingly well, I didn't expect it to go so well

The last first date I went on, well we won't even talk about that

But I was so extremely nervous to go on this one Monday that I was shaking

I hate first dates

They are always so awkward

But this date was different

We went to the movies and got ice cream afterwards

And as simple as that sounds it was probably one of the best dates I have ever been on

I did not stop smiling the entire time

He had me laughing the whole time and it was so easy to talk to him

He is super super sweet

And I am not just saying this, he really is probably one of the sweetest guys I have ever met

And I know what you are thinking, it's only been the first date

And even if it doesn't go any further than this I am glad he restored my faith in men

Because let me tell you, lately it was going so far down the drain I wasn't sure I was going to be able to get it back

So what I am trying to tell you is this:

Don't give up

And don't be nervous

Or be nervous

Because sometimes first dates really suck

But sometimes you get really lucky, like I did, and you get to go on an amazing first date

I hope your Wednesday is going wonderfully!